I had a pretty crummy evening last night after daddy told us what's basically happening for the next 2 years and more immediately, what's going to be the plan for the next two months. Long story short, during exams/Lillay's visit we're moving house to the middle of nowhere with no public transport in sight.
It made me so miserable last night, to the point of holding back frustrated tears. It sucks, it really does, and I was close to just childishly storming out and having a crying fit but that wouldn't have been fair. My parents are sacrificing so so so much and I didn't want to act the petulant child. I'm the eldest, I should set the example: grit my teeth and bear it because it'll be temporary. (2 years of temporary)
What really helped me last night, despite them not knowing, were my fellow Ambling Arachnids ;; I'm finally actually excited about RP again and rping with those guys really picked me up last night. I'll surprise!gift them with artage soon, they deserve so much love ;_____;
This secret pretty much sums up my feelings for them.
As for my long-standing RP over at
rivelata , I'm trimming my cast to free up some stress and give others a chance to do these characters justice. We may also get a Gabranth which makes me so bloody happy because Larsa's been waiting...almost two years *_______* An Undertaker may also pop up which may finally give Grell the energy to interact again.
Uhm. Cosplay woes- MY WIGS HAVE NOT ARRIVED. CHINA. WTFRUDOIN GIMME MY WIGS DDDDD:
Aaaaannddd video tiems 8D
Nothing makes me want to redo my Kuja cosplay more than this dance.
HDAKDHAKDSA it's HAWT. And I'm in love with Ga-in's voice and sexiness (the first one who sings).
There needs to be a Dissidia cosplay group of the villainesses + Kuja doing this dance. The sex.
This song. I've hit Replay so many times
PUN INTENDED
Also comes in a gorgeous
Piano versionDAESUNG IS THE CUTEST THING EVER
EVEEERRRRRR DDDD:
And I better go do something productive. Like fixing up Dagger's blouse and spats. Yeh.
*flees*